I am not a mother

I am not a mother

Is being a mother is everything in a woman’s life.

I am not sure whether it is? But people consider it like that

I never could understand the exact truth behind being a mother

I am not a mother

I don’t shed even a single drop of tear, when people laugh at me

I don’t feel bad when people stare at me on not being a mother

I consider myself as special in each and every thought of mine

I am not a mother.

I don’t find anything odd on the fact that I am not a mother

I realize the truth that woman also want to be a social animal like man

I understand the trouble women face when feel lonely, as a woman

I am not a mother

I can see the pain suffered by a woman when they give birth, yet

I really know that why a woman want to be a mother with that pain

I could make out the fact behind the acceptance of that pain

I am not a mother

I feel it every day, when I want to become a mother, that

I am in pain of loneliness, bigger than the pain I will have on giving birth

I expect my child to come and reduce the pain given by this erring world.

I am not a mother

I now realize the cause of all the great feeling of being a mother

I also identify the reason for pain which is there in my heart always

I understand that, it is not a pain, but my desire to be a mother

Yes, among all the pain I have, my real pain of not being a mother.

I want my child to come and remove my pain